thirteen.

this would be the last.
the last time you'll ever haunt me again. the last time i'll think of this. the very last time. you'll be erased, never to be seen, heard or remembered. it'll never stand in the way of me moving on.you can't hunt me down anymore, it can't haunt me anymore. it will not affect me ever again. it'll not slow me down. no, never ever. not anymore.

i've changed, i'm not that person anymore, so just get lost.

i know that this is part of who i am, and, i can't turn back time and change what happened.

but for the first time, i'm dealing with it, and i'm not running away, not anymore.

so goodbye and good riddance.




i want the the time when i was oblivious to almost everything. ignorance is bliss. right?

but, why is it sometimes, it's just so hard to escape the past?

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anyways, i thankyou, tho, you have no idea how screwed up i actually am. you don't even know the half of it. barely there. but, thanks none the less.

my darlings, i miss you so much.

you know, xuan my that zara hoodie is still with your cousin; i really need it back. ((:

and my sweater is still with sek. it has been bloody three years.i should just give it to her.

i love you guys so damn much.